I am so unbelievably sick of this!!! Why the hell do I have to fucking go through this almost EVERY SINGLE DAY!!

I don’t even know HOW I manage to stay  as sane and relatively happy as I am.

*rants angrily about who the hell knows what*

Before you go and judge me, why don’t you try to live in my house for a fucking weak and see how much of a “perfect little angel” he is.

If you think WE’RE the ones doing the abuse. Well fuck you. FUCK YOU.

You don’t have a clue what I have to deal with on a daily basis, so you have absolutely NO right to judge.

I just got over an anxiety attack from having way too much of a deja ‘vu of years back. And here I thought it was over.

DAMN.

Is sorta kinda amazing.

I like…never have any money, so he buys me food and pays for things we go to.

Now…I just wish he would try and hold my hand already. I refuse to do it first. Lol. He’s so cute and shy. >w< OMG.

I haven’t ever had this kind of thing to talk about. :D

Seriously though…he’s so cuuuuute. If he knew I thought that about him…I wonder if he would hold my hand then? Lol.

Like I can say that to his face.

I can’t wait till homecoming!!! :DDD