It’s not just the fact that he drank them, it’s the fact that I can’t have one damn thing to myself unless I keep it in MY room and watch it like…ALL THE TIME. What the fuck people? It’s not yours to do whatever the hell you want with. It’s mine.

I know it might sound stupid that I started this whole rant over Mountain Dew, but that’s not the problem I’m getting at.

I simply got frustrated that they were gone (even though I put them in the fridge INTENDING for them to last me a while, but noooooo, SOMEONE had to drink them) it’s the fact that my mom just HAD to say that I get mad at everything lately.

I so do NOT. I get slightly annoyed at what some people do around me. You know why? Because when I’m at home, I swear to god, I’m the only logical person left in the vicinity. Oh, but that’s right, don’t go listening to logic. Cause I’m just a 17 year old know it all, that THINKS she knows what’s really going on, but doesn’t actually know a goddamn thing.

Like college. Fucking college. I KNOW that it costs money, I know I have to pay student loans, I know that I have to learn how to pay rent for the dorms, I know I have to pay for food and I KNOW it takes some planning. Goddammit. Have some fucking trust in me.

You should trust me since you raised me.

Oh, but that’s right. There’s a reason we’re living in an apartment, and that we barely have enough food in the fridge on average. I had almost forgotten. (Heavy sarcasm.)

But AH!!! Seriously. I don’t know why I’m always the one getting yelled at for having some common sense, or simply stating something.

Slightly back to the point, is it SO WRONG of me to get mad for my brother drinking something that wasn’t even his? My dad bought those for ME. He didn’t state: “Oh, here’s one for you, and one for your brother. Even though they’re actually both his, since you’re not going to be here.” He said. “Here, they were having a sale, so I got you two.” THAT’S what he said. So of course I’m going to be annoyed that my mom decided to offer my brother one, even though he drank BOTH of them.

I know it’s something trivial to get annoyed about, but really. Can I NOT have something to myself WITHOUT having to guard it for life?

Fuck.

(Can I not go a few weeks without having to angrily rant on Tumblr? Seriously. I need to stop doing it. I would do it, if I didn’t have to deal with so much stupid stuff over here. I get in trouble for a lot of things I didn’t even do…)