I haven’t been very active lately. I had a crazy work schedule, and I had to fit in friends and boyfriend too. Lol. Ill be soon, more actively.
How I am with guys
Guy: *keeps trying to flirt with me and take me on dates*
What I want to say to him: Bitch, I ain't got time for you, can't you see I'm busy dreaming about my OTP, writing fanfictions, watching anime, and playing video games? I ain't got time for your normal people BS.
What I actually say: Sure.
MY MIND IS BLOWN
So I bought an Eve 6 CD, and OMG. I knew I liked them, but there is a song on that CD, Think Twice, that I’ve known since the 7th grade (I’m 18 now, so do the math) and just BARELY figured out THEY sang it. I HAD NO FREAKING IDEA. OMG
THIS IS AWESOME.
*Friend and I Rp about Ban and Ginji*
Me: Omg. What do normal do with life? ._.
Friend: Psht, normal people talk about guys, we pretend to be guys. XD I think we have the right idea.
I’m so permanently tired, no person without a chaotic home life can ever possibly understand what I mean.
That strange moment when you want to read a manga, but then the art inspires you so much, you want to draw instead, but still want to read the manga, but don’t want to lose the inspiration for drawing.
Oh the life of an otaku.
BURRITO OF FRIENDSHIP
So…I recently broke up with my boyfriend, which was one of the HARDEST things I’ve ever done, because he’s the sweetest person ever…
I don’t really want to go into details about why we broke up, but I’ll let you know, I’m the one that did it. I about started crying in front of him, but somehow, I managed to wait till I was inside.
The reasons for breaking up, are complicated and I really don’t even know how to properly explain them.
Anyway…so we broke about three days ago…and I thought he wasn’t going to talk to me for at least a week, but he talked to me today.
And he bought me a burrito from Taco Bell.
WHY IS HE SO SWEET?
He came to my work while I was at lunch, and handed me a burrito going “This is a burrito of friendship.”
Something about it really got to me, and I ended up crying a little bit in the break room when he left.
I’m dramatically confused with my decision right now, but it’s wonderful to know that he will still be my friend.
He was my best friend while we dated, and really sincerely hope, that we can remain great friends.
Who knows, maybe I’ll end up liking him more later in life and you never know what can happen.
