Mirai Nikki is awesome. But my brain. It’s being molested. (Seen episodes 1-9)

Kay. First, I remember reading this manga when there was BARELY ANY chapters out. This was sometime during junior high I think (I’m a senior in high school now), but holy crap. I DID NOT remember this being that creepy.

I’m watching the anime now, which is unbelievably amazing. As far as I can remember they followed the manga pretty damn well. The animation is gorgeous, and I love the voices.

…Do I remember Akise? I don’t know. I think I vaguely do. It was so long ago, that I bet if I DO remember him from the manga, it must have been when I was getting to the point where there were no more chapters so I stopped reading it, and forgot to continue.

Anyway. Holy shit.

I’m in love.

Can I just say, Yuno is a freaking-crazy-malicious-psycho-obsessive-bitch? Like. REALLY CRAZY. She puts all the girls COMBINED from Higurashi No Naku Koro Ni to shame. Utter, and complete shame. She hasn’t done a hysterical laugh yet. But I don’t think she needs it. She’s crazy enough. I think I’d about die of terror if she did a creepy laugh.

Also. I totally remembered. I seriously remembered some utterly important details when I got to like…episode 2, I think. ._.

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I totally remembered that Yuno had a room full of dead bodies.

1ST off: What the fuck? This chick has WAY more problems than the average stalker.There’s DEAD BODIES IN HER FUCKING HOUSE.

(Does she live alone. Like really. And that place must smell AWFUL.)

2nd off: She is SERIOUSLY OBSESSED with Yukkii. She puts him in the most obscure situations and is practically begging this while holding a knife to someones throat. “TELL ME I’M PRETTY!!!! D< OR I’LL MURDER THIS BITCH.”

3rd off: How in the hell does Yukkii even DEAL with her? I mean. I know she has the diary that updates every 10 minutes about him. But I mean SHE HAS A FUCKING DIARY THAT UPDATES ABOUT HIM EVERY 10 MINUTES. SHE’S YOUR CRAZY KILLER STALKER. Figure that out. Kill her in her sleep. D:

So yeah. That is my official reaction to the Mirai Nikki anime. FUCKED UP AWESOME SHIT. That’s my summary in a nutshell.

I LEFT MY WALLET AT MY FRIEND’S HOUSE!!

DAMN IT! I need to stop leaving my wallet places!!! D<

FUCK MY LIFE.

I am so unbelievably sick of this!!! Why the hell do I have to fucking go through this almost EVERY SINGLE DAY!!

I don’t even know HOW I manage to stay  as sane and relatively happy as I am.

*rants angrily about who the hell knows what*

Before you go and judge me, why don’t you try to live in my house for a fucking weak and see how much of a “perfect little angel” he is.

If you think WE’RE the ones doing the abuse. Well fuck you. FUCK YOU.

You don’t have a clue what I have to deal with on a daily basis, so you have absolutely NO right to judge.

I just got over an anxiety attack from having way too much of a deja ‘vu of years back. And here I thought it was over.

DAMN.

Now that I’m huddled up in a sweater, with a jacket over it and wearing a house coat over that. I stopped shivering.

I’m still cold, but at least I’m not SUPER cold like earlier. I took Ibuprofen…so I should feel alive for a little while now. :)

I also used muscle rub on my back for the aching. So now I can watch Sekaiichi Hatsukoi without feeling like I want to cry my eyes out, curling up, and dying.

I’m an awesome driver.

OMG. So tonight I was hanging out with some of my friends right? And well…my friend’s boyfriend has a sporty car, (as do I) so my friend Meagan is all like “We should race home!!” So she gets in my car, and the couple goes in Eric’s car. (The boyfriend…)

Well…we could only go so fast, you know, we didn’t want to be TOO illegal…BUT when we were backing out of the stalls, Eric was like BADASS. His tires squealed, and he was just like…AMAZING. I can’t even explain it.  He can drive better backwards, than he can forward. It’s totally legit!

So I backed out awesome like as well. Lemme just say, that was the FIRST time I EVER made my tires squeal. It. Felt. AWESOME.

And so…since we were racing, Meagan was like “TAKE THIS TURN! IT’S FASTER!!!” but…ERIC TOOK IT FIRST! So we were like…”Crap! GO STRAIGHT!” I was going like…45 in a 30 zone…that’s pushing it for me…Lol.

So we turn into the neighborhood (I did a freaking awesome drift while turning by the way) and Meagan was like “Kay…we got this…unless we see Eric going down the street in front of us before we turn..we got this!” Well…the SECOND we got to the corner…there he was, cruising down the road.

SO CLOSE.

*sigh*

Well the good news is…I disovered I’m actually a freaking amazing driver. I’d never felt so good IN MY LIFE! I totally drifted! And I went over the speed limit (well MORE than five over…)..which I NEVER DO. I never knew I had such awesome driving skills.

((Kay..like…I know the way I described that…probably made me sound like a weird girl that THINKS she’s cool…but that’s just because I’m lazy…and don’t want to put a lot of details…xDD So the “And she was like…and I was like….and we were like WOAH!” Is the best kind of story telling details you get tonight.))

But like…REALLY. I feel amazing.

I have a guy coming over tomorrow.

For like the first time in forever…now I have to clean my room.

Main worry: I have a poster of anime guys that look unbelievably gay. …….LOL.

Yeah. THIS ONE.

GET BACKERS is NOT gay. (But it SO is in my mind.)